TRANSMISSIONS
1 : now is entry
fully
extension of voice
pressing
forward
the task now
forward
the task now
to know
is greater help
living
for
is greater help
surround
body
body
of future
is
is
living
for
this attention
ready
new water
specificity
[the sense was, overarchingly, one of non-censorship:
Walk through archway into presentfuture & be here fully no thinking of expectations external or otherwise. A calendar of tending & clarity that this attention will lend itself to greater help, greater cellular function for all who surround. Each extension of voice is important; you must understand. A pressing in of what is meant to be let forward only creates ill health & a delay of the future. There will always be much to lose & much lost. The task now is to live & understand that through the greatest expression of living, more clear air is created for others to breathe. Do not be silent only to make up one small place to fear. Specificity will ease you & the tunnel will be filled again with color.
]
dream
back
time
back
time
a
gap
05 April 2024
2 : les deux [from a fear of death]
one must understand
the earth makes
whether or not
you translate
an answer
a signal
irritation in the throat
so what if it is
of comfort?
to speak on speaking
as wind is ever there
stillness & blue
across the surface
of a hand
to shed
is both chance &
a color
a paper airplane
edge
to step over &
into
the real
astonishment
shown silver
distance
quiet
alongside
thinking body
shelf
windowsill
windowsill
the swirl & blur
of many
no accident
greater
greater
ready to speak
another endless
nothing
a wound
not tended
sweat into the
always new
always new
human
to wrestle some format
anything
for a teacher
cellular
form
form
great growth
human
remember
remember
such dream
of potentiality
[before distillation & while in moss of forest, not twins but a treatise on making:
Very next is the astonishment. One must understand richness simultaneous with horror. A bird shown silver in moonlight, children calling & laughing across distance. What you must understand is no end. Sit quiet alongside the many shapes the earth makes w/o thinking, the communication of leaf & wind & sun, a deer in the forest, whether or not in body. Now, disorient your mind & translate:
Upper shelf of sky a song soft windowsill of time. In the swirl & blur of all is an answer one & many — allow. The irritation in the throat is no accident — a signal greater ready to speak. So what if it is of comfort? All has their way of attaching one page to another & the book is endless. To speak on speaking is nothing to scoff at — a wound becomes again injury if not tended. The message is do not let familiarity sweat into non-distinction — as wind is ever there & always new. Time allows space for a human to wrestle the mind into some other format. Stillness & blue. Look into the eyes of anything & understand. Look behind you for a teacher, for what ever has been gone through at the back — trails are cellular — the river that might form across the surface of a hand if water were allowed to be delicate for a time. Be in attention to all cresting, all falling. A sorting is coming, is at hand & in hand. To shed off what is no longer like throwing a frisbee. For it is true that much great growth is both chance & joy. Leave a color in field of grass for another. Wander & go. This is the very best one can do.
A paper airplane before ever a human into the sky. Remember even in such saturation, a dream is ever possible, ever near, an edge of potentiality to step over & make into the real.
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01 May 2024